I am about to turn 33 weeks pregnant and I know I will have to have a c-section. I have had two before plus one myomectomy. I am getting very nervous as I dislike the surgery (every aspect: spinal block, risk of infection, unable to move legs, pain afterwards, feeling helpless and vulnerable, fear).
I put my trust in God when deciding to try once more but I am not biblically well educated enough to have scripture to mediate on for this journey. I hope you can help me as I would like to face this with God’s word in my mind.
Mommy in Waiting
Dear Mommy in Waiting,
As I started to search the scriptures for you I found so many that were comforting. But since I don’t have space to put all 66 books of the Bible in one post *wink* I’ll give you a few that I felt will minister in your situation and offer you assurance that God is with you through every step of this journey.
“For I know the plans I have for you,” declares the LORD, “plans to prosper you and not to harm you, plans to give you hope and a future.”~ Jeremiah 29:11
For you created my inmost being; you knit me together in my mother’s womb. I praise you because I am fearfully and wonderfully made; your works are wonderful, I know that full well.My frame was not hidden from you when I was made in the secret place, when I was woven together in the depths of the earth. Your eyes saw my unformed body; all the days ordained for me were written in your book before one of them came to be.How precious to me are your thoughts, God! How vast is the sum of them! Were I to count them, they would outnumber the grains of sand— when I awake, I am still with you.~ Psalm 139:13-18
I love how verse 18 reads, “When I awake, I am still with you.” Remember those words, and hold on to them when you go into surgery. He will be there like a good friend who waits at your bedside.
I’d actually recommend reading all of Psalm 139 because there are so many words of comfort found there. Maybe you can take a highlighter and mark some of them to meditate on, or jot some of them down in a notebook.
And finally, I’d like to suggest Psalm 23.
The LORD is my shepherd,I shall not be in want.He makes me lie down in green pastures,he leads me beside quiet waters, He restores my soul.He guides me in paths of righteousness for his name’s sake.Even though I walk through the valley of the shadow of death,I will fear no evil, for you are with me;your rod and your staff, they comfort me.You prepare a table before me in the presence of my enemies.You anoint my head with oil; my cup overflows.Surely goodness and love will follow me all the days of my life,and I will dwell in the house of the LORD forever.
Praying that this pregnancy and your stay in the hospital will be a blessing until the time of celebration comes!
You are loved by an almighty God,
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